Merle:The One&Only

My one true love weighs 4 to 5 pounds,is covered in speckled fur,has beautiful blue green eyes and a tail.He loves me more than anyone I've ever known.He's snuggled under two soft blankets next to me.Call me crazy,but he makes me want to be a better person.He is always happy to see me,adores me,and his only problem with me is that I can't be with  him 24/7.That's why I love my animals so much.I've long since given up on ever having children of my own.Apparently it's not in my hand of cards.Instead I was given a tiny,sweet little miracle.This is my son.And I love him more than I love most family members.He won't walk out on me because I dated someone he disapproved of.He won't judge me because I made the wrong choices.He cuddles me when there are days I've decided life and the pain it brings,just aren't worth getting out of bed for.He's also there when times are good.When money is rolling in.When everyone is happy and the bills are paid and my family and friends once again approve of my life choices,he's there wagging his tail and just as happy.He's proof that there is a kind and loving God who hasn't given up on me.

Hello random viewers to my humble blog!!!

Book One is a story I'm working on.It's a slow and steady process and is in a rough draft form,so try not to judge me too harshly!Its about a ordinary girl who wakes up one day to discover that life is not quite what she thought it was.There IS a heaven and there is definitely a hell and hell has been welcomed with open arms to Earth.She sees monsters,demons,and vampires and now her dog talks to her!I hope you'll enjoy the journey of Sidney and her, as yet, unnamed chi-weenie as they try to save the world before Armageddon hits!


The rest of my blogs may involve the antics I get myself into,my journey back to Texas in the next few weeks,or my past.Some may mention subjects close to my heart!I am about to go to college as a 23 year old!Maybe 24 by the time I enroll.Some will have my chihuahua Merle,or chi-weenie Rollie,or even my chinchilla Fancy-chin.I hope you'll like those blogs...In all reality this is a place for me to vent...to let the inner-crazy-manic me flourish.



I respect your right to say what you please,but some subjects are painful to relive in my mind,let alone to put into words for others to criticize.Please do not insult my pain and heartbreak by mocking me.

Well with that being said:enjoy!

Book One.

 It started in the air.Vibrating,contracting waves formed, giving the air an ethereal texture.Sidney shot up from her lumpy bed."what the fu-?!" The kuh that should've ended her question never quite made its way out of her throat.The pulsing atmosphere that surrounded her sleeping form had woken her.There was no doubt about it:Sidney was not dreaming.
 Sidney stared aghast into the writhing ozone. She looked around her room,trying to spot the small speckled tail that usually poked out from among the piles of clean or dirty clothing that took up most of the space in her room.
"Cash?" Sidney whispered hoping her voice would stir her furry companion.She felt her side trembling.The blankets were shivering!
"Oh,Cash!What the hell am I looking at?" As if her little chihuahua dachshund mix would know the answer.

"I have an idea but you're not going to like it!",came a tiny voice from under the quivering mass of bedding.

"oh.God,oh,God,oh,God!" She shrieked as she sprinted from the safety of her bed into the twitching of the unknown.Her eyes widened to double their size as a little whine came from the bed.
A little wet nose and then two small hazel eyes peered at her from under the blankets.
"cash?"
"Yes?"
"You're talking!"
"And you hear me." It wasnt a dream.Her dog had just carried on a conversation.
"Cash why are you talking?" Sid shrieked.
"He has given us all the power to be heard."
"He?!He who?!"
"The one you call God."
 
It was almost too unbelievable to comprehend...God had given her dog...and apparently more dogs?or all animals?the ability to speak...

"Some of you have been able to understand us,but we were not permitted to intervene.The time has come where all of us must be heard.You are no longer listening to Him or following His laws.He has been too lenient." Cash said ominously.

"I don't understand,Cash,what is with all of this?The air is vibrating and my puppy is talking about God like they're the best of friends!Im freaking out Cash!" Sidney practically shrieked.

"They're almost upon us,Sidney.We don't have time for you to panic.You and others like you must rise up.You must save the world."